Valter Wallin

BASIC INFORMATION

Name: Valter Wallin
Nicknames: (none as of yet)
Age: 14 (but will turn 15)
DOB: September 4th
Height: 168 cm (5’ 6’’ feet)
Weight: 52 kg (114.64 pounds) slightly underweight.
Gender: Female (she/her)

IDENTIFICATION

Classification: OK
Number: #17
Room Number: n/a
Condition(s)

Slightly bad eye sight on long distance.
It’s not ruining her life or anything. But do not expect her to be able to read that far away sign down the street. She won’t be able to read it. She can however still read without glasses if it’s close up.

PERSONALITY

+ Caring, Hardworking, Observant, Honest, Accepting, Loyal
- Distant, Anxious, Distrustful, Direct, Low Self Esteem, Pushover, Dark Minded

Valter is quite the distant person. She is that person who stands in the back of the room, observing her surroundings rather then standing in the middle. She likes to play it safe and know her surroundings before she interacts with it. Throw her into a situation where she can not do this however, she becomes greatly anxious. At worse, maybe even a little hostile.

Valter has little trust in others as she believes most people hides who they truly are, their ‘bad sides’ so to speak. If someone were to be kind towards Valter, she becomes greatly wary and can even push them away emotionally thinking they are trying to manipulate her. When these bad sides appear however, she is quick to accept them and can even appreciate the person for being honest. Therefore Valter is more likely to befriend people that are more open about their bad sides, but even she of course has her limits. For the people who are mostly good however… It will take quite the time before she understands them and accepts them.

In the beginning of a relationship Valter will care more for her own safety then others. If she had to choose between her own life and someone else. She would be selfish. This goes against her own morals however, as she is quite the caring person. Her distrust in others sadly make her the classical bystander. But all in all, she does feel sorry for the person who got the shorter end of the stick. Earn her friendship and trust however, and she is more prone to choose her friends safety over her own, stepping out of her comfort zone.

Valter is a honest person and in fact quite direct. This makes her seem rude at times which she has started growing conscious of. She now tries her best to sound more polite but even so she still fails. Therefore Valter might be quiet most of the time and only jump in if she sees the right moment. If she notice herself saying something rude, this follows up rather quickly with an apology and is the time you really see her low self esteem. ‘Sorry’ is something you will hear her say a lot.

‘Giving it your all’ is something of a motto Valter has. When a task is given to her, she will fully do her best job. Not taking a break in between unless she is told to. This ambition of hers can be rather self ruining and she puts a lot of self pressure during this time. Therefore anxiety attacks can occur if something she is displeased with happens. Because of her motto, whenever she sees people laze around. It agitates her greatly but only for a short while. Don’t be surprised though if you find her calling you out.

With her intense distrust in others it can take quite the time before Valter calls you a friend. But once this goal has been reached. She will look out for you and be loyal to the very core. But just because you have the title as a friend, Valter will still seem distant from time to time. She is not a clingy person and will still most likely hang out by herself rather than with someone else. So for people that needs a constant steady relationship might find it annoying that Valter is so ‘on her own’. You sort of have to be the one seeking her rather then she seeking you.

When being pushed around by others, Valter does not complain. However… Her mind might grow rather dark and agitated. She visualize a lot, getting lost in her intrusive thoughts, almost enjoying them. But even so she would not hurt someone with the ideas she has in mind… Or so she thinks at least. Push her extremely, greatly over the limit. You might be surprised of what she can do.

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BIOGRAPHY

Valter was never allowed a mind of free will. Her mother was highly controlling, manipulative and abusive. When ever she went into a direction her mother did not like. She would do whatever it took to make Valter uninterested in the decision she had made. But really… It was only fear that made her stay that way.

Valter’s father left when she was only a baby, leaving her rather mentally unstable mother to tend to her on her own. Something Valter’s mother were never really fully prepared for. It was a struggle and Valter would many times in her life find her mother crying, needing support and love by her own daughter.
”Mom?... Are you okay?...”
-sniffels- ”Oh Valter, yeah… Yeah mama is alright… Just having a bad day. That is all…… Come here will you. I think mama needs a hug, heh…”
It would had not affected Valter as badly as it did if only she had been allowed to have friends around to support her. But sadly… Valters mother had a twisted view on the wold around her. Believing that if someone would get close to Valter… They would take her away. Her mother's harsh supervision with homeschooling and a constant watching eye due to her working at home made it therefore hard for Valter to even try getting friends. Or so her mother thought…

Valter did indeed get close to someone, or… Somewhat close at least. The older boy next door named Eric. He himself came from a broken family and rather quickly realized what was going on in the Wallin family. He therefore tried multiple times to save Valter from the hell he could see she was living in. But again and again Valters loyalty to her mother and distrust in others pulled her away from salvation. And in the end, the worst possible outcome happened. Her mother noticed and they move away.

Now she was living in a place not known to her. And worst of all… No Eric. It took Valter great time to get over what had happened. But eventually, she became used to her new surroundings. Even her mother showed signs of slight improvements as she would now let Valter walk out on her own but with harshly districted times. Life looked better… But yet… Her thoughts were clouded.

On a rather rare day. Valters mom were gone for a few hours due to a meeting in the city. Leaving Valter home alone for more hours than usual. As it were only 20 minutes left until she would arrive home, Valter sat and waited. Her mind became clouded with anxiety as she thought of how her mother might be tired when she comes home. Being extra sensitive and more willing for abusive methods. Valter tried to think of an idea to make her mother happy. But during her thought progress, the feel of hopelessness would emerge.

‘Why?... Why do I even care so much… It will only be temporarily before she will find something to complain about…’ Valter almost froze in fear by her own thoughts.
‘NO, NO, IT WILL BE FINE! I just got to……-’
But Valter started stressing. Tapping with her foot up and down. Unconsciously looking up at the clock… The adrenaline kicked into her body. And the recently recurring thoughts just built up.

Why does she let her mom treat her this way? Why not just…. Runaway. Like Eric suggested...
Once again she watched the clock tick. 10 minutes had passed… She could still make it… The bus arrives in 7 minutes… It’s just down the road. Her breathing becoming significantly heavier. Her paranoia even imagined her mother's car slamming shut right outside. She froze in fear… But as she realized it was only her imagination…… She took it as cue, RUN.

The bus had dropped her off in the middle of nowhere… Farmlands as far as the eye could see. She decided to just walk. Walk and walk down the road she did. Her mind more clouded than ever.
‘What have I done?...’
‘This was a bad idea…’
‘Where do I even go…’
‘Can I even go back?...’
‘Mom will kill me…’
‘But I have survived for so long… I can take it…’
‘Yeah, yeah, yeah I can take it-’
Valter turned around in a haze. Making her usual observativeness flutter away like a butterfly. And so she was meet by a stranger… Completely dressed in black. Their car were pulled over by the side of the road, their face not showing.
-GASP-
And everything turned blank.

MISCELLANEOUS

QUOTES:

General
“Ah, hello. My name is Valter... Nice to meet you...”

Happy
“Hehe~ That is so cute~”

Sad
“........ Sorry....”

Angry
“..... Mnh... Sure.....”

Uncomfortable
“W-what do you mean...?”

Scared
“.............”

Irritated
“I do not like the way you said that.”

Shy
“Th-that is not em... W-.... Never mind...”

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